Special Dedication

Indira and Khin...

His name is Marc Devon Copeland

Today's shooting star belongs to Marc. Christmas Eve was our 3 months anniversary. He is my first longest boyfriend... he is someone I am willing to give up my most precious thing. He met my ex-bf, George and he noticed the same thing I did. He is somewhat aggressive. Marc is beloved boyfriend. I can just say I love you to him, only if he lets me. He succeeds in reaching the number one spot in my number one boys list. Now John comes second. What a pity... I've always thought that nobody will beat John... but Marc did. Yet I am saddened when he said that I have no sexual interest in him (more about that in "Oh My Romeo" page)

These are the most interesting things that happened with Marc:

On the morning of Christmas Eve, I had a dream that Marc was speaking to me. He said, "wake up Indira... you alarm is about to go off." So I consciously awaken... then 5 seconds later, my cellphone alarm went off and it said, "3 Months Anniversary".
I was supposed to call him but I decided to let him sleep. So it was already 4 o'clock so I decided to call my beloved. Before I dialed the number, Marc called me...
More bizarre stuff later...

The shooting star was in the hand of George D'angelo. Who is he, you might ask? He is my ex-boyfriend. He is a moron... Sometimes I feel like kicking his butt because I just felt like it. Ay yi yi... I don't know, man... I mean, he can be such a sweetheart. We haven't done anything much these past few days ever since we went out... but I guess I can wait. He promised that he'll take me out to eat and HE BETTER KEEPS HIS PROMISE OR ELSE!!!!!

Some interesting facts about my boys:

George's middle name is John, which is the name of my other beloved.
George's gorilla's name is Charlie, which is the middle name of my former boyfriend, James. (well, actually James's middle name is Charlie)
John's middle name is Willem, and William is the middle name of James's brother.
I DON'T HAVE A MIDDLE NAME BECAUSE I'M INDONESIAN
Some of my close boys are mostly in pairs: Jorge and George, John and John, Beau and Bo, David and David, Bryan and Brian, Donny and Doni, Chris and Chris, Ryan and Ryan, Matt and Matt, and the list goes on...
Anthony, my former boyfriend, has a dog named Gizmo... my cousin Anthony has a dog named Gizmo also.

And I will add some more... sooner or later :D

Love's Philosophy
by Percy Shelley (1792-1822)

The fountains mingle with the river,

And the rivers with the ocean,
The winds of heaven mix forever
With a sweet emotion;
Nothing in the world is single;
All things by law divine
In one another's being mingle;--
Why not I with thine?

See the mountains kiss high heaven
And the waves clasp one another
No sister flower would be forgiven
If it disdained its brother;
And sunlight clasps the earth,
And the moonbeams kiss the sea;
What are all these kissings worth
If thou kiss not me?

Multiplicity

by Marc Devon Copeland (my boyfriend... yeah baby)

Deep in the forests of my mind

Where illusion meets reality

There is a truth I cannot hide

Why the duplicity of your personality

Lovely and sweet

Coarse and mean

To candy a treat

To nightmares a dream

One moment pleasure

The next pain

To my mind a treasure

To my firey heart, rain

I look forward to our time alone

While you prefer public, for all to see

I laugh when I hear your stomach moan

I cry when you choose cheesecake over me

On occasion I feel ecstasy

Sometimes I feel the dread

Joy when you're next to me

Refusing intimate time is like a kick in the head

My Darker Side

by Marc Devon Copeland (*sigh...)

Angel from the eastern shore

Asian girl whom I adore

New territory for man to explore

You say no yet I implore

Why the inhibitions?

Always having conditions

Stalling my ambitions

The fault of religions?

Never do we go on dates

Always dealing with time constraints

Nothing but complaints

Why do you place such restraints?

I never mean to hurt you

But patience is not my virtue

I go down to please you

Is touching not what you want me to do?

How many times have I tried?
Unfortunately I am always denied

Sadness is the face in which I hide

Until you allow me the honor of going inside

Though you show me little affection

None-the-less you are my possession

It's hard to hold back my obsession

As a man I demand faster progression

One month seems an eternity

A constant fire burning inside of me

They say the best things in life are free

But it seems I have to buy your intimacy

Can these mixed emotions be real?

It seems we can't express how we feel

Time alone with you I have to steal

To go all the way, with the Devil I have to deal!